What makes some best friends whilst others not?

You know you were super tired when you typed a post, and then re-read it a few hours later, and realise it simply does not make much sense.

It's just the same as doing any piece of work, just like the analogy I used about a spring. Maybe you're just over-stressing yourself, like what I've said yesterday, you'll be generating great work in no time, just cause I believe that you can. Have more faith in yourself, and don't pile too much pressure on yourself!

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Was discussing this with Koon that day whilst waiting for Weiling. It started off with me commenting how 2 friends in his faculty, one having made me very hurt before and another not, yet how I still regard the former as a good friend whom I would go all out to protect whereas I'm not so nice to the other.

Friendship, like many other things involving feelings and opinions, has really no basis. It's just like, why do you like certain food and not others? You really can't explain such stuff, right?

It's the same as how friendship just suddenly becomes bland too. Of the four people I trusted most in JC, only 2 remains amongst those I consider to be my most important friends. Perhaps when I wanted to put an end to the friendship earlier this year, I really managed to, finally, this time round. It's weird how you just can't make yourself go into the can't-be-bothered mode for so many years, and then suddenly, you are able to do it. No reasoning, no basis.

Which brings to mind something Guoxing asked the other day. Did I take up law for the sake of the monetary returns? You should know that my answer would be no, right? But it's just a not-so-nice feeling when you see everyone running ahead of you and you're still struggling behind.

Or maybe I've just changed over the years, huh?