I am a lazy pig...

In the end, I still succumbed to temptation and started blogging before I start on my work. I've spent so many days on 2 ought-to-be-not-too-difficult-tasks set by my pupil master, but the dumb me just hasn't finished it. Somehow, work from my pupil master always stresses me out. I don't know why, but sometimes, much as I like doing work for my pupil master, I'm always in this adrenaline-high state whenever I'm not done with the work. The last time I had this sudden panic attack was the week before PLC exams, I think, when Kum Fu seemed to have studied so much and I felt I was just plainly not studying. This time round, I was watching my weekly Saturday TV (which I missed for the last 2 weeks, but that's besides the point) when the sudden panic came zooming in and paralysed me. This is so not good. I think if I don't start on it, I doubt I'll sleep well tonight. Then again, I've tuition tomorrow morning and if I really don't sleep, I think I'll just doze off tomorrow!

Anyway, my tuition line-up next week is beginning to sink in. Perhaps that's the reason for my panic attack too.

Enough is enough..

What a certain Mr Tan pointed out (I think.. can't really remember what he said though...) was really true. It's just plain childish to move blogs each time you want to avoid certain readers. So after some pondering (which I normally do on my 45min walks home) I thought, this can't go on all the time. And like what another guy said to me many weeks ago, though he was talking about himself, so long as you are able to take responsibility for your words, you don't really have to worry that much.

Someone just drove home the point about how my "colleague's treatment" should be extended and applied to one and all. You had to affect the start one of my weeks, though your actions didn't do that much harm, at least I couldn't be that bothered with whatever you did. But you just had to spoil my otherwise-relatively good week again by insisting on serving some unpalatable "dessert". Whatever it is, thanks for driving home the point about being extremely cautious.

Thankfully of course, your extent of ability wasn't that great. There were better things along the day that made me forget about you, until I sat down to type this of course.

Was once again the first to reach my side of the office today. It's always so much nicer to work when there's no one around. SP came in later followed by my pupil master. To the not-informed, seeing my pupil master at 8am is an extremely rare occurrence, or rather, I've never seen him around at that time before. Somehow, he came by my table, peered his head over and asked "Are you alright?" That was a pretty dumb question, given that I was doing work and I wouldn't have answered anything else anyway. But he continued with the "Are you sure? You look rather sad lately" something to that extent, though I can't remember what exactly he said. It felt not bad, my pupil master actually noticing me (even though I still think I'm always smiling brightly although a certain Weiguang apparently begs to differ). But, I guess the estasy of getting concern from my pupil master is not longer as great as before PLC.

Which reminds me I'm still NOT done with my pupil master's work.

Ah.. and I did leave the card and cookie on Wei Shin's table early in the morning even though I didn't talk to him or say bye when leaving. I mean, so many people going in to talk/say bye to him, I don't have to add to the numbers, right?

Oh yahz, to Xinyi who left a comment on my yesterday's entry on my transitional blog, don't worry, I survive pretty well on biscuits and my soya bean drink. And, call date is on the 20th, want to come?? Though I don't think it's very exciting.

And since the above paragraph is for you, can you try to remind me to say something? Thanks gal!

Meanwhile, it's time to catchup on my long lost sleep!