World Cup kicked off last night. Now that I'm counting, this is the 4th World Cup that I'm aware of, the first being when I was a Primary 6 kid. Time flies huh? And it just shows how much more gimmicky the whole thing has become. Only so few matches would be shown on free-to-air TV. Idiots.
Been a few days since I've updated. I'm beginning to agree that sometimes life is just so much the same that you just not know what to type. The other reason could be there's nothing much to whine, so the need to type and vent is not great and so, I tend to procrastinate.
Work wise, it's still the same. I guess I just focus on providing decent customer service when I'm working and so, I don't really think about any other 'if only's. That is, when there are no events that arise to make me remember all the 'what if's. Of course, there are still a few on and off. When someone left only the cover page of Writ and I had to bring it up to Claims the next day. That stupid lady at the reception there had to complain and complain about how they can't do anything with the writ. And I was like, but you have the other party's law firm, the case number, the parties involved, we can just appoint the law firm and they can follow up from there. It's not like a writ contains that much detail in the first place. Yet, she yakked and yakked on and on, till I just wanted to give her a tight slap. Or that day when I had dinner with Weiling and she was talking about her experiences in chambers, her running into Vicky etc. Thankfully though, I'm no longer in the phrase where I miss pupillage everytime someone brings a writ and asks for directions.
I guess I'm way better than the girl I was in JC, but I guess it still takes a while for me to leave the envious stage. Or would I?
Had training yesterday and I absolutely abhor trainings, cause they simply irritate me. I hate people acting over enthusiastic about the company. As in, I can understand if one is raring to go in a new environment. But if you do go overboard, it feels all so fake!
And that stupid Sebastian. Can someone tell him the meaning of 'empty vessels make the most noise'? He irritates me to the core. Think you are very smart, go to the front of the classroom and then turn around and tell me at the top of your voice to stop using MSN? Shut up your stupid mouth! I'm not as dumb as you to not know how to use the net, or know that when the computer is slow, you should stop clicking and clicking non-stop since it does nothing but further slows down the computer. And why the hell would I know why the lawyer take the money and run away? I'm not him and I'm not a psychic. Like I've said on my MSN nick, I hate stupid guys especially when they talk a bit way too much for my liking. After all my cold replies, he still had no brain (oops, I mean no folds in his brain since everyone has brains, just that the number of folds determine your level of intellect) to understand that I didn't want to talk to him. And he blabbers and blabbers noise.
Ok, just like what I had on my nick, I'm just an obnoxious girl. But, I guess I'm just irritable cause I'm still not in the open up mode yet.
That aside, training was not too bad, given that I had motivation to finish all my modules asap (though I was still not fast enough) just so that I could drop by Arul Chew & Partners! Everyone still feels the same, Annie, Raji, Mr Arul, Mr Ling and Adrian! Mr Arul came out to chat and I sat down in Mr Ling's room for a chat too. Everything just feels so familiar and so nice. I wish I was still the year 3 undergrad doing attachment there. Somehow, even though I was super happy to see Adrian, it just feels as if we didn't really have much to talk about. Still, the visit really made my day! Even though I saw Aravind there too. Oh well, who cares. I really really miss being an attachee.. Just like I miss doing my attachment at Yeo Marini & Partners too. Even if I don't mention it at all. I really really miss being immersed in these law firms, doing anything.
I guess what makes me different from the 16+ year old me is that, this time round, I know that there are other things around to be thankful of, even if something doesn't go the way I want it to be. In fact, in life, you gain some and you lose some. Even at work, I may not be doing what I want to do, but at least, I'm happy in the environment, with some of the friends I had already known beforehand, and a new friend that I've made. And, certain friendships are still way precious than anything else.
Just like the dinner I had earlier this week and today. The food today was great, just as I enjoyed dining with my dinner company as much. Somehow though, we really didn't talk much right? And yes yes... I was late. It's just interesting how the same things can evoke different feelings and thoughts.
Oh, you know and the earrings, they remind me so much of Guoxing too. The two of you are the only ones who bought me non-clip-on earrings!! Still, they're pretty!!!!! Thank you!!!! =)
