Finally, Income has gotten back with whatever they were supposed to confirm. To those who are still clueless by now, yes, I'm starting work this Thurs. My first month would be at Field Servicing (ie. customer service) before I'm transferred to Legal for good, or at least for the entire 6 months of the review. The pay is low, but, at least it's above what I thought they would give, so I'm not really upset. Or perhaps it was all the other tiny things that made me happy, so much so that, this lower pay really didn't make much of a difference.
The late buffet lunch yesterday was also great! Like what I've repeated a million times (Koon actually said I'm usually naggy. WHAT?!?) it's not the food but the company that counts. And any meal taken with any of my good friends is good, even if the food is bad. And then, Over the Hedge was hilarious (though it was marred by phone callS for me). So it was laughing and laughing for that entire hour, or sort of.
Don't know if Gek Koon noticed, but yesterday's conversation was rather different from our usual conversation. As in, instead of talking about school life, looking back at the past, it was more of talking about present as well as thoughts. It's actually a not bad feeling, as in, even though such topics are 'heavier' but, they're way more real. Then again, maybe it's usually my fault, since I'll normally have a habit of steering clear of the 'my thoughts, my feelings' kind of topic.
Actually, I was supposed to meet another person yesterday for lunch, but I didn't in the end, cause I was busy copying something and watching something else on another computer, and would probably have ended up late. I guess sometimes, the way you put something across does make a difference. As in, if he didn't make himself sound like a super busy person who had better things to do, I would have put in more effort in order not to be late. Haha... excuses again, but yes, I was already quite put off since, hey, it's not like I'm dying to have lunch with you either.
Ok, enough of that nonsense. In the end, I'm still glad I didn't bring the anger to sleep, else I would probably not be able to sleep well. Sometimes, 'resolving' matters feel a lot better. Actually, I really hate people to ask me if I'm angry. As in, if you can tell, fine. If you can't figure out, that's your problem. But I can't believe I actually replied in the affirmative. Then again, at least it got my point across, and admitting that I was angry did cause the irritated feeling to dissipate. Though seriously, can the person stop saying that I didn't take the photo because I didn't want to? If you didn't read the portion in that entry that was meant for you, that's your problem! Stop putting words in my mouth! Grr...
That said, that's one little tiny happy thing too (as in the no-longer-feeling-bad-and-not-pissed-off part)
And of course, JianPing is back in Singapore!! That concludes another countdown of mine, and that's another cheery event too, right?
See what I mean about little things adding together to make you happy? Maybe it sounds dumb, but there's no need for big big happy events to bring some sunshine into the day, at least not mine. Even simple things like talking to friends who matter to me is enough =)
PS: I'm still in the process of delivering all the things that I've bought from Taiwan, so erm.. so those who're still waiting, hold on for a while, k? Especially since I'm so good at procrastinating. Oh yes, and Gary, you still haven't told me about your new job!
