Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Jigsaw thoughts

当烦恼越来越多
玻璃弹珠越来越少
我知道我已慢慢地长大了
红色的蜻蜓曾几何时
也在我岁月里慢慢不见了

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The 4-in-1 keychain Christmas present that Vicknesh gave.. the knife doesn't work.. regardless of how much force is used to scratch against certain easily cut surface, nothing happens.. What type of knife is that?!?

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在难免有风有雨
人生长路上
因为你我会变得更坚强

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About 5 years ago, I had to drop a subject. I refused to display a single sign of emotion in class. Even in the toilet, when another classmate started crying, I still didn't cry. Hardly said a single word the whole day in school. Didn't want to comment about how I was feeling. Remembered the 1st thing I did during recess was to leave a message to my most dependable friend, the one I trusted most, just to say 'I really have to drop a subject'.

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软弱的时候
我不会低头
多么幸运和你一起走

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Fast forward 5 years. Sent an utterly senseless and weird sms to the same person. But this time, it was more because I felt safe. Thought that same friend would not have any reaction, would not care and would not reply, so that I won't be such a bother to those I consider friends. Was surprised to get an sms after a while. There was a missed call too, but I wonder if it was merely accidental pressing of the wrong button..

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别以为我不在乎
面无表情叫做酷

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Was listening to << 孤单北半球 >> for the whole day.. Somehow, it seems the melody, the voice proved the only calming effect...

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家里到课堂
永远迟到慌张
成绩单要往哪里藏
不要批评我的智商
有太多期望
想带着玩具
到处流浪

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